Today at work, I was feeling anti-social.
I disliked many things (not literal things but ideas).
The reason - I was depressed. Maybe still am. Looking for validation in my life. That it is worth living. That if and when I go, somebody will miss me and even when I leave a place, some people will remember me fondly.
(Not suicidal. I'm not passionate enough to be suicidal).
20 hours ago